Wednesday, February 23, 2011

it's coming on christmas (again)

i was thinking of christmas lately, i remembered how far away i was from everything that's important... i had robert singing "river" the whole time, and i wished i had my own river to skate away on...



after last christmas, the snow faded away and it didnt come back... and lately, i've been missing it so much... i'm just not ready for spring... so tonight my baby tells me to look outside the window... there it was, everything covered in white,... and my frozen heart makes sense now, while it's drentched in white snow... i have God and the best husband one could ever imagine... and thats it. thats all i have. no wonder it's snowing when people expect the spring to come... i feel the nature is played by my heart and no one realises... and i stil wish i had a river...

i made my baby cry...

Sunday, February 13, 2011

if you forget the words, just hum

mi-am inceput ziua cu un vis, c-o rugaciune, un sarut si ceai fierbinte de lamaie:) si Tony Burrows imi implineste dimineata cu "The Humming Song":)



oooh ce dimineata! imi miroase toata casa a ceai cu lamaie, si gustul buzelor lui a ramas adanc intiparit in mine...

fredonez melodii de dragoste si parca dimineata e la fel de frumoasa si fara el, pentru ca acum imi amintesc cum e sa-i duc dorul...

ne-au purtat anii departe, atat de departe ca nu mai zarim nicicun tarm la orizont, dar acum putem vedea in sfarsit stelele... am uitat sa vorbim, dar am invatat sa fredonam...

Inca doua ore si se va intoarce acasa

from way up there, you and I, you and I, you and I

My lover showed up from nowhere
i've never expected him
he's my biggest serendipity

My lover is a husband
a child
a poet but he doesnt know it
a home
a refuge
my greatest joy

my lover meets me in my darkest moments and lightens up my heart
he's my human photoshop: he makes my eyes brighter and my smile larger
he erases all my worries and replaces them with hope

Ingrid Michaelson says it all:)



"don't you worry, there my honey
we might not have any money
but we've got our love to pay the bills

maybe I think you're cute and funny,
maybe I wanna do what bunnies do with you,
if you know what I mean

Oh, let's get rich and buy our parents homes in the South of France
let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters
and teach them how to dance
let's get rich and build our house on a mountain
making everybody look like ants
from way up there, you and I, you and I, you and I,

well you might be a bit confused
and you might be a little bit bruised
but baby how we spoon like no one else
so I will help you read those books
if you will soothe my worried looks
and we will put the lonesome on the shelf

oh let’s get rich and buy our parents homes in the South of France
let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters
and teach them how to dance
let's get rich and build our house on a mountain
making everybody look like ants
from way up there you and I, you and I, you and I"